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I'm working hard to make it on my own. Your donation helps cover essential living costs while I pursue my study, and I'm deeply grateful for your support.

Why Consider Donating?

When I first left Indonesia to pursue my studies abroad, I knew the road ahead would be challenging. My family, with its modest background, had always struggled financially. Since emigrating, I’ve been sending money home every month, a small sum between 50 to 100 euros, helping them with their everyday needs. This gesture is more than a financial transaction - it’s a connection, a lifeline for both them and me.

My academic journey began in Indonesia with a bachelor’s degree in environmental science (soil). Afterward, I was awarded an Erasmus Mundus full scholarship for my master's, which took me to Belgium, Austria, and Germany. Following that, I was offered a fully funded PhD. However, after the first year, I realized this path was not fulfilling. Despite the financial security of the PhD, I made the difficult decision to leave it behind and pursue a new direction in business economics, which I felt was better aligned with my interests and future goals.

The decision to leave Indonesia was not solely driven by academic aspirations. It was deeply entangled with my struggle for personal freedom. In Indonesia, a conservative society still largely rejects my identity, my sexuality, and my agnosticism. Being openly gay in such a society is not only challenging but also unsafe. The societal pressures, discrimination, and fear of rejection made it impossible for me to live authentically. I needed to leave in search of a place where I could be free to live as my true self, without the constant fear of judgment and persecution. Belgium, and the West, with their more progressive values, has given me the opportunity to pursue a life where I can express my identity openly, without shame or fear.

This transition, however, was not without financial challenges. My current master’s program, which began in September 2024, has significant tuition costs. For the first academic year, I am required to pay €5,800 for 60 ECTS credits. The total tuition for the two years (90 ECTS credits) will amount to €8,700. While I’ve managed to cover my tuition fees, the cost of living remains a significant burden. Here are my monthly expenses:

As you can see, despite working as much as I can, my income from part-time jobs is still not enough to cover my living expenses. I am trying my best to be independent, to stand on my own feet without relying on others. However, I still need support to ensure I can continue my studies and focus on my future. 

Your donation would help me cover essential living costs such as rent, food, transportation, and other daily expenses that make life manageable. It would reduce the financial stress and allow me to continue dedicating myself to my education and personal growth.

In return, I promise to use my education, time, and experiences to contribute to a more inclusive world. Your support would enable me to continue pursuing my dreams and building a future where I can stand tall, free from fear or judgment.

Thank you for considering my story and for helping me continue my journey.